He, unfortunately, has no idea where this anger is comingfrom – SURE, he’d throw himself into danger & harm’s way, but if he hadn’t, Lydia would be dead. And there was no way in Hell he was going to crawl his wayback to life and lose the only person it was for. Dark eyebrows furrow as shenearly screams at him, his eyes growingglassy as she goes on to reprimand him. “ Careless ? You think – that me savingyou is me being careless ? ” He’s bewildered by the implication, absolutelyfloored & it reads on his expression and in the way his jaw is partiallyslack. His blood is starting to boil in his veins, eyes burning with a newintensity. Ever since he’d come back, he’d been a little easier to anger –maybe it’s because of some deep-down feeling of inferiority and being a BURDEN. There were a lot of emotions behind stormy amber eyes, and his teeth grit. “ Ifyou get hurt, Lydia – if you DIE, then what’s the point of me even coming back,huh ? What’s the point of me being alive if you’re not here ? I don’t care if Iget hurt, not if it means saving you ! You’re the whole damn reason why I couldeven crawl myself out of the dirt ! ” It may sound like an over-exaggeration,but he’s not sure if Lydia’s aware of just how fatigued his body was after his resurrection.His muscles were weak, it was difficult to even breath let alone crawl out ofpounds of restrictive DIRT. She’d been his inspiration, the only reason he felthe could be okay with coming back to begin with.
He, unfortunately, has no idea where this anger is comingfrom – SURE, he’d throw himself into danger & harm’s way, but if he hadn’t, Lydia would be dead. And there was no way in Hell he was going to crawl his wayback to life and lose the only person it was for. Dark eyebrows furrow as shenearly screams at him, his eyes growingglassy as she goes on to reprimand him. “ Careless ? You think – that me savingyou is me being careless ? ” He’s bewildered by the implication, absolutelyfloored & it reads on his expression and in the way his jaw is partiallyslack. His blood is starting to boil in his veins, eyes burning with a newintensity. Ever since he’d come back, he’d been a little easier to anger –maybe it’s because of some deep-down feeling of inferiority and being a BURDEN. There were a lot of emotions behind stormy amber eyes, and his teeth grit. “ Ifyou get hurt, Lydia – if you DIE, then what’s the point of me even coming back,huh ? What’s the point of me being alive if you’re not here ? I don’t care if Iget hurt, not if it means saving you ! You’re the whole damn reason why I couldeven crawl myself out of the dirt ! ” It may sound like an over-exaggeration,but he’s not sure if Lydia’s aware of just how fatigued his body was after his resurrection.His muscles were weak, it was difficult to even breath let alone crawl out ofpounds of restrictive DIRT. She’d been his inspiration, the only reason he felthe could be okay with coming back to begin with.
He, unfortunately, has no idea where this anger is comingfrom – SURE, he’d throw himself into danger & harm’s way, but if he hadn’t, Lydia would be dead. And there was no way in Hell he was going to crawl his wayback to life and lose the only person it was for. Dark eyebrows furrow as shenearly screams at him, his eyes growingglassy as she goes on to reprimand him. “ Careless ? You think – that me savingyou is me being careless ? ” He’s bewildered by the implication, absolutelyfloored & it reads on his expression and in the way his jaw is partiallyslack. His blood is starting to boil in his veins, eyes burning with a newintensity. Ever since he’d come back, he’d been a little easier to anger –maybe it’s because of some deep-down feeling of inferiority and being a BURDEN. There were a lot of emotions behind stormy amber eyes, and his teeth grit. “ Ifyou get hurt, Lydia – if you DIE, then what’s the point of me even coming back,huh ? What’s the point of me being alive if you’re not here ? I don’t care if Iget hurt, not if it means saving you ! You’re the whole damn reason why I couldeven crawl myself out of the dirt ! ” It may sound like an over-exaggeration,but he’s not sure if Lydia’s aware of just how fatigued his body was after his resurrection.His muscles were weak, it was difficult to even breath let alone crawl out ofpounds of restrictive DIRT. She’d been his inspiration, the only reason he felthe could be okay with coming back to begin with.
